the beginning

i don't really feel like blogging right now. I have a lot to say though. lately i've been feeling like I need to release but whenever I go to think about what i'm going to say, I just go blank. maybe if I painted I wouldn't have to use words. all I kno is I need some kind of release. so I guess this is my attempt at an outlet. I'm on a quest to find myself...my inner self...

kiz